I'm a normally happy party animal with alcohol. I don't do drugs but it seems that when I drink even just a glass of red wine, I feel I'm on one... that's just my take on it the next day when reality creeps in.
The benefits of red wine suggested that moderate amount of red wine (one drink a day for women and two drinks a day for men) lowers the risk of heart attack for people in middle age by ~ 30 to 50 percent. It is also suggested that alcohol such as red wine may prevent additional heart attacks but I woke up today with an embarrassing situation. It caused me a heart attack!
It's strange because while blacked-out, I can still carry conversations and walk around normally! I am scared to even drink a drop anymore. Blackouts are considered an early high-risk indicator of alcoholism.
I am concerned with my so-called temporary insanity... totally staying away from red wine plus cutting back or setting limits on my alcohol intake from now on is the only option for me. Seriously though... red wine is literally, my poison.